why this one

It was on the morning of what would have been my father's birthday the first sunflower opened (July 5th), alone and singular – it makes me ask the question "why this one and why this day". Is it pure coincidence or a sign of alchemical relevance?...

random determinism

I awoke to the radio speaking of the TikTok App and its relationship to growing tension between China and India. Although philosophical causal determinism would be a pragmatic position to comprehend the way things turn out as they do, it seems that the utter...

erasure

I feel my identity just became redundant in a spiralling butterfly effect that came from a bacteria in China, so now I am too white, too English, too 'she' pronoun, too old, too not a collective, too ugly, too poor, too working class, too difficult and...

unpacking my personal narrative for today

Feeling confident that I am just speaking to myself I going to unleash my demons, to see how unreasonable they are (to see part of my personal 2052 selves as defined by Virginia Woolf). Can I write myself out of this feeling – this feeling, like an agitation...

selection

The British Art Show list of 40 artists was announced on social media yesterday, many ex-students, friends and colleagues are included and also many I do not know. Perhaps it is often difficult for artists who can not make the grade for various reasons, it begs the...